WALKING ON ICE. I've been so stressed and frustrated at work this week that I am starting to think of actually quitting the job. As I have said before, I am really not a quitter but I am a runner. I am very fond of running away whenever I am faced with adversities. My mind is telling me to quit but I don't know where else would I go if I decide to do so. I don't want to keep on making wrong decisions in my life and most especially I don't want to go back to that black hole shit that is D anymore.
WALKING ON SUNSHINE. After crying my heart out the other day, I decided to stand up and just continue with my life no matter how shitty it may be. I tried to psyche myself out by thinking that rain doesn't come everyday. So, I went to work yesterday with a smile painted on my face and kept my fingers crossed in hope for even just a little bit of sunshine. Funny enough, everything went well! I'm pretty sure it got everything to do with my mania because I haven't slept for 2 days now and I don't feel tired or sleepy at all. I even feel like I can do anything! Haha! I am scared but I am happy. Who cares if I'm just being manic? Do you? You don't, I know. This too shall pass so I might as well enjoy it while it last, right?
Be CALM. Have FUN. :)
