I just realized that I can't remember the last time I've greeted him a Happy Birthday. Perhaps that was way too long ago when I was still too young to remember things. Or maybe because I just don't see the point in wishing him a happy birthday when I really don't want that for him. For the longest time,I felt like he did not deserve happiness when I was not happy myself.
The foolish man seeks happiness in the distance; the wise grows it under his feet. ~James Openheim
I have been searching for true happiness (like who else doesn't?) but it's just now that I've realized I've been looking for it in the wrong places.
Happiness is a choice. We, ourselves, are the only ones who can choose what would make us happy. And that, one can only be happy when you share your happiness with others for happiness held is a seed; and happiness shared is the flower.
I know it's already late now but I still believe in the saying : "It's better late than never!"
HAPPY Birthday Daddy!
I really wish with all my heart that you are truly happy now...wherever you are. For if you already found happiness, I can hope that someday I'll be able to find it too.
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| me with my brother and sister @ my father's grave |
